Raven I woke up in the morning, and the bed was empty. I found Richard's note, and as sad as I was not to wake up beside him, I was grateful for what he was trying to do. I could understand his need to make an effort. Somehow, I knew it would be hard if this persisted. I loved Jane too much, and the need to want to support her through it might affect our relationship. It would also be nice to see Thomas and Jane together again. They completed the experience. I freshened up in a hurry and checked on Jane, who was still sleeping in bed. She really outdid herself, and I sort of suspected she might have taken some pills, too. But she was okay. I knew she would wake up eventually. It was eight in the morning, and I hoped Richard would soon be home. He was likely to crash over at Thomas,

