CHAPTER 3 Esther felt bad for the guys. It can’t have been easy for them, they had to stand as still as possible and let her do her thing. They must be dying to thrust their hips, correct her technique, or just grab her with both hands and force themselves all the way inside her. She wasn’t sure if she would object if they did. ‘Please take one of the male subjects’s hands, and use them to masturbate yourself.’ The male subjects were then instructed not to assist, or control the action. For the first guy that meant letting his arm go completely limp. For the other guy it went completely rigid. Even the clearest instructions were open to interpretation, she thought to herself trying to remember in the moment what pleased her when she f****d herself at home. It was all so in the moment

