Damian “Baby, I’m so sorry,” I sob gripping Bryan’s unmoving hand in mines, through the bed sheet covering him and placing my forehead on it afterwards. I had to ask his parents to be allowed inside Bryan’s room alone, just to see him. And I broke down from the moment I closed the door behind me. Slowly I made my way to his bed, watching down at his sleeping form covered in bandages. The only part of him exposed was his eyes. I cannot tell for the rest of his body as we were warned to not touch him. “I love you baby. Don’t do this to me,” I cry out, barely making the actual pronunciation of the words but not caring, knowing Bryan would understand what I mean. “Come home to me. Ruby misses you. James wants to know when his uncle is coming home. What do I say to him Bryan, huh? Don’t d

