I got home before him. The silence inside the house felt fragile. For a moment, I just stood in the entryway listening, there were no footsteps, no voices, no movement from the study. Good. My chest loosened slightly. I walked quickly up the stairs, my fingers brushing the wall for balance even though I didn’t need it. My room door closed behind me with a soft click. The sound of the lock sliding into place made my shoulders drop. I crossed the room without turning on the lights and let myself fall backward onto the bed. The mattress dipped beneath me, and I stared up at the ceiling, unmoving. My heart was beating too fast. Too loud. Too aware. Can I really do this? The question crept into my mind before I could stop it. Can I really kill someone again? My throat tightened. I

