Nicole
I’ve been really emotional on the inside. On the outside, I have been peppy and enthusiastic. I have been trying to be positive, so the boys didn’t worry. I was able to take a shower while they were having some guy time and cry silently. I don’t want Colton to leave. I am afraid of the real world intruding on our blissful bubble.
I don’t think the guys have noticed, so I am happy about that. David and Liam have taken turns sleeping next to me while Colton has been a constant body next to me like I asked. I am going to miss him. We’ve talked more about me moving in with them and I have decided to do so.
I was finally able to get a hold of Savvy. After her telling me everything that had happened to her, I was in complete and utter shock. I needed to get home as soon a
