(Max) Asking Ryker for control was something that I had never actually done before. I usually just took it from the i***t, but right now, I was asking him. Explaining to him, while I acted shy, I needed to talk to Forest. He only chuckled and did what I asked. Now, Forest and I were sitting in an awkward silence. I didn't know where to start. How do I tell him that I needed him more than ever? That I was willing to give up everything just to spend the rest of my life with him? At first, I was worried that I had lost him, but now that he was with me once again, I wanted nothing more than to hold him in my arms and never let him go. “Seems as if you have a lot on your mind.” Forest said, I nodded my head and groaned. “Why don't you start by telling me? I'll see if I can help.” I cle

