I hate having to leave Nadja. Especially so soon after she regained those memories. Not to mention that we just had s**x either.
It was the best night of my life. Part of me feels like I shouldn't have done it. That I should have waited until Nadja was more prepared, but..
First of all, how much more prepared could I have gotten her? I was already buried between her legs for hours. For the second time that day. I got Nadja as ready as I could have.
Plus, I wanted to. Badly. I knew that she was begging for me to be inside of her. I was just trying to avoid it.
I knew that the moment I gave in, it would be over. I wasn't sure I would be able to control myself. Hell, I was surprised I had as much control as I did.
Still, I'm happy we did it. I'm glad I gave in. Being with Nadja, being in
