Ivana POV My earlier disappointment is immediately replaced by excitement when Meadow tells us she thinks she is pregnant. Excitement at being an aunt again. Excitement that my brother won't miss experiencing everything he missed with Ava. Excitement that Meadow would have her husband at her side as he should have been the first time. "We have to get a test." "We can't exactly go to the store to buy a test, remember. We are on lockdown," she says. "I'll have one of the men go get them. I'll have him pick up a few in case one doesn't work." Meadow giggles at my excitement. "You said you had thrown up how are you feeling now. You haven't had breakfast. You need to eat." "I promise you I feel fine. I'm actually starving. We can eat while we wait for the soldier to return with the tests," s

