Three months later. Winter. London. Gray. Rain. Persistent. Soft. On the window. Tap. Tap. Tap. Morning. Seven. Alarm. Off. Before it rings. Habit. Body. Clock. Internal. Steady. I sit up. Bed. Warm. Sheets. Cool. Air. Marcus beside me. Breathing. Deep. Sleep. Heavy. Restful. I stand. Feet. Floor. Wood. Cold. Shock. Awake. Bathroom. Door. Close. Lock. Privacy. Water. Shower. Hot. Steam. White. Thick. Washing. Off. The travel. The hotel. The stage. The mic. The eyes. Just water. Just skin. Just now. Just here. Just home. I dry off. Mirror. Steam. Wiped. Face. Clear. Lines. Around eyes. New. Old. Mixed. History. Present. Future. Written. On skin. Dress. Jeans. Sweater. Wool. Soft. Warm. Home. Clothes. Not

