JJ The bedroom door clicked shut behind me, and for the first time all evening, I was alone. The silence should have felt comforting. Instead, it felt hollow. For several seconds I stood with my hand still wrapped around the doorknob, listening to the muffled sounds drifting from down the hall. A television. Laughter. The low rumble of Havoc’s voice. Kinsley’s softer one answering him. A few years ago, hearing them together would have gutted me. Now it mostly made me tired. That realization sat heavily in my chest as I crossed the room. Somewhere along the way, the affair had stopped feeling like a betrayal and started feeling like background noise. Just another ugly piece of a life already crowded with ugly things. The truth was that Kinsley wasn’t what hurt. Millie hurt. Missi

