I spent the entire day in a fog. The house felt like a tomb. Every corner reminded me of our life together family photos on the walls, the kids’ toys scattered in the living room, Jimmy’s favorite coffee mug still on the counter.
I tried calling him again. This time he picked up.
“Lily-Rose,” he said, his voice exhausted and cold. “What do you want?”
“I want you to come home,” I begged, tears streaming down my face. “I’ll end everything with him. I swear on our kids. Please, Jimmy… we can fix this.”
There was a long silence.
“I don’t believe you anymore,” he finally replied. “You’ve lied too many times. Every time you said you’d stop, you ran back to him. I can’t trust you.”
“Please,” I whispered. “I love you.”
“I loved you too,” he said, voice cracking. “But the woman I married wouldn’t destroy our family for some biker’s cock.”
He hung up.
I screamed and threw my phone across the room. Then I did the one thing I knew would make me feel something other than pain.
I went to Jax.
He opened the door shirtless, sweatpants hanging low on his hips. The moment he saw my tear-stained face, he pulled me inside and locked the door.
Without a word, he pushed me against the wall and kissed me hungrily. His hands roamed my body like he owned it.
“Tell me what happened,” he murmured between kisses.
“Jimmy wants a divorce,” I sobbed. “He’s done with me.”
Jax’s eyes lit up with dark satisfaction. “Good. Now you’re finally free.”
He didn’t give me time to think. He stripped me naked right there in the hallway and dropped to his knees, burying his face between my legs. His tongue attacked my c**t while two thick fingers pushed inside me.
I cried out, gripping his hair as pleasure mixed with guilt. Within minutes I came hard on his tongue, my legs shaking.
Jax stood up, picked me up like I weighed nothing, and carried me to his bed. He f****d me slowly at first, deep and possessive, staring into my eyes the entire time.
“You don’t need him,” he growled, thrusting steadily. “You need a real man. Someone who can handle how f*****g dirty you are.”
I moaned, wrapping my legs around him. “Yes… f**k me harder.”
He gave me what I wanted. He flipped me onto all fours and railed me mercilessly, spanking my ass red while calling me his w***e, his slut, his property. I came multiple times, screaming his name until my voice was hoarse.
After filling my p***y with his c*m, he pulled me into his arms and held me.
“Stay with me,” he whispered. “Move in. I’ll take care of you and the kids if he tries to take them.”
His words were dangerous. Tempting. Terrifying.
I fell asleep in his arms, feeling both safe and completely lost.
The next morning, I woke up to my phone ringing nonstop.
It was Jimmy’s lawyer.
I answered with a trembling voice.
“Mrs. Lily-Rose,” the lawyer said formally. “Your husband has filed for divorce. He’s seeking full custody of the children, citing adultery and an unsafe environment.”
The words hit me like a slap.
I hung up and stared at the ceiling.
Jax stirred beside me. “What’s wrong, baby?”
“Jimmy filed for divorce… and he’s going for the kids.”
Jax pulled me closer. “Then fight dirty. Or let me handle it.”
I should have been horrified. Instead, part of me felt relieved.
Later that afternoon, I met Jimmy at a coffee shop to talk. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days.
“I’m sorry,” I said, reaching for his hand. He pulled away.
“Sorry isn’t enough,” he said bitterly. “You chose him. Over us. Over our family.”
“I didn’t choose,” I whispered. “I’m addicted. I need help.”
Jimmy laughed painfully. “Then get help. But not while you’re still f*****g him.”
He stood up to leave, then paused.
“If you want any chance of saving joint custody… you have to cut him off completely. Right now.”
I nodded, tears falling.
As Jimmy walked away, my phone buzzed.
Jax: Come back tonight. I have plans for that pretty ass.
I stared at the message for a long time.
My marriage was dying.
My children were at risk.
And I still couldn’t stop wanting the man who was destroying everything.
To be continued...