'Family isn't always blood, it's the people in your life who want you in theirs, the ones who accept you for who you are, the ones who would do anything to see you smile and who love you no matter what' ~ Maya Angelou Nicole's P.O.V. I think I need to start praying to a God that I don't believe in, so that I can get some answers from the big man about these nightmares that I keep having and I'm not just talking about the ones that I'm experiencing when I'm asleep. I've been living what feels like a never ending nightmare these past few days and I haven't been able to find even an ounce of peace even when I'm sleeping but at least, I can wake up and get some peace from them or at least I thought I did. This is the second time that I've woken up tonight and I've almost hyperventilated f

