Nicole's P.O.V.
I've never had this amount of fun as I have today with my daughter, my friends and my family.
Growing up, I always felt apprehensive about having fun because it always felt like I would get in trouble and be punished if I did have fun or I had too much of it, especially on days which were designated for my parents or my siblings.
I remember there was one time when Andrew and Lily had turned fifteen and they had planned a joint birthday pool party at our house and my mom told me that I can only attend the party if I promised to stick to myself and stay at the table that they had arranged just for me.
Basically, they wanted me to be invisible so that I wouldn't be seen or heard by any of our family members or by the twins friends.
This was also the moment where I realise
