Nicole's P.O.V. I always used to think that people were exaggerating when they would say that they're on cloud nine about something. Like when someone gets married or they have a baby and they say they're on cloud nine, I never understood why they'd say that and I think it's because other than giving birth to my Lola Bunny, I've never really experienced true happiness where I could describe my situation and feelings as being that blissful. Even when I was giving birth to my daughter, I couldn't experience the pure elation and joy that a woman would normally feel after bringing life into the world because my husband and both of our families made me feel so depressed and unhappy that I couldn't even feel excited or happy about having my own baby but now, I'm making up for all of that with

