I came twice and he came once already, yet we hold on to each other like none of it has happened and none of it matters. We are still greedy for each other, none of us wants to let go of the other first. I refuse to let him go and he refuses to let me go. My heavy breasts are pressing against him and my n*****s rubbing into his hard chest deliciously. God, everything about the both of us in this moment feels hot, the heat of the sun is nothing compared to it and the coolness of the water does nothing to help it. I take deep breaths and keep my eyes on mom. The smell of chlorine clings to my skin like guilt I refuse to feel and the shame that somehow has no power over me. I know what I want now. This had started as an accident but now there's nothing I want more than this, I want my

