I was about to f**k Josh… again. The only problem is that Josh is my ex.
So why am I about to f**k my ex? No, we aren't getting back together. Josh is a piece of s**t. So then why?
Because I'm a s*x addict, that's why. A s*x addict with intimacy issues that finds it hard to get close to people. Yay me.
To me, s*x is like a drug, and Josh is a familiar, easy score. But the longer I let my little addiction go with him, the worse I'm making things for myself—to the point that I was starting to get scared.
I was so scared that when Josh knocked on my door, I started to panic. I had texted him that I needed him to come over. That I needed s*x. I really needed to take my key back from him since we were technically broken up, but another knock on the door came, and I knew he wasn’t going to w
