Suddenly I was nervous. I was almost positive he had been enjoying everything up until this point, and hadn’t stopped to consider that maybe he was uncomfortable. I crawled up beside him, waiting for him to say something more. I looked right at him, letting him know he could say whatever he needed with my eyes. “I’ve never done this before.” Relief washed over me. He was just a little nervous, but we could get past this. I smiled, giggled, and then asked, “You mean with an older woman, a married woman, or with your boss? There’s a lot of potential firsts here.” He smiled, then made a face that indicated none of those were quite right. “What is it? Don’t make a girl think there's something wrong with her,” I joked. “Lois,” there was my name again. It came out smooth like honey, I wishe

