-Cora-
I have been so angry for so long. I know I need to let it go if I’m ever going to heal, but it’s so hard. I feel better after last night, though. Joseph held me all night, and the bond feels calmer. My emotions feel more stable, but my mind still won’t stop.
He’s been the old Joseph with me the past few days, but especially this morning. He’s constantly making sure I’m alright and gently touching me as he walks past me. It’s hard not to be angry, because it never needed to stop. He chose to implode everything, but I pushed him away. We’re both to blame for how things got this way.
I didn’t want him near me for so long, but the truth is that I did, I just didn’t want to admit it. I was so angry and didn’t want to cave. I should have, though, because every bit of me feels
