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My heart feels like it’s slowly shattering into a million pieces. I can feel Joseph’s bond slowly disintegrating. I thought mine would be gone, too, but it’s not. It’s still there and strong, reaching out for its other half. If Joseph knew, it would crush him.
He’s been waking each time Peter wakes and changing his diaper before handing him to me to feed him. Even now that he’s been spending much more time in his office, he still gets up with our son. I don’t know if he truly wants to or if it’s because he’s holding on to some kind of hope that a bond will form. We both know it won’t, though. The king made sure of that.
It’s been two weeks, and I can’t believe how big Peter is already. With each day, he looks more like his father. It’s disappointing for me, but it probab
