ROMAN I hit harder than I used to. I knew it. But I didn’t stop. The impact ran up my arm, sharp and familiar—the kind of sting that usually helped me focus. Today, it didn’t do much. My thoughts were still louder than the rhythm I was trying to force into my body. Again. My fist drove forward, controlled. That was the problem. I wasn’t calm. Not since this morning. I exhaled sharply, stepping back for a second, rolling my shoulders like that would shake it off. It didn’t. The tension sat there, stubborn, like it had settled into my bones. I ran a hand through my hair, jaw tightening as the memory flashed again. Mason. The look on his face. The moment everything snapped. I clenched my fist. I hadn’t just reacted. I’d lost it. There was a difference. And I knew it. That

