He blinked. Then a visible wave of relief passed through him. “I understand,” he said quietly. I leaned back slightly against the post behind me. “So,” I said after a moment, “what exactly are your feelings toward her?” Roman shifted his weight again. The question clearly made him uncomfortable. But I needed to hear his response. “I’m not sure ‘feelings’ is the right word,” he admitted. “Then explain it.” He frowned slightly, thinking. “It’s not anything… disrespectful,” he said slowly. I waited. He exhaled. “I guess… I see her like a savior.” That wasn’t the answer I expected. “A savior,” I repeated. Roman nodded, though he looked uncertain about how ridiculous it might sound. “I know it probably doesn’t make sense,” he said. “I don’t even know how to explain it properly.

