FAYE Getting up felt like a difficult decision for a minute. I wasn't tired. Not anymore. If anything, I had more energy than I knew what to do with. It was just… unfamiliar. Being okay. Being still. But eventually, I couldn’t stay in the room any longer. So I pushed myself up. The next thing I did was take a bath. A long one. Hot water, steam filling the room, silence pressing gently against my skin. It felt like I was washing off everything that had happened recently. Like my body was slowly remembering what normal felt like. It was funny how a few days of that whole experience felt like years. I stayed in the bathroom longer than necessary. Letting the warmth settle into my bones. Letting my thoughts drift without direction. For once, I didn’t fight them. When I fina

