Saturday, "Honey, have you ever thought about having an affair?" When David dropped that question on me in the kitchen, I thought I would die. I mean I thought my heart would jump out of my chest and my lifeless body would collapse on the floor. It was like being hit in the gut with a shotgun blast. My mind didn't just freeze… it raced off in 30 different directions at once. Why is he asking this? Does he know about me and Asher? Does he suspect? How can he have found out when it has not begun? Is he guilty about something himself? What should I say to act natural? Is it already too late to act natural? Should I confess about the little, little contact and romance I had with Asher? Perhaps I could just fake a heart attack? I could feel the blood rushing to my face, and I was sure David

