Chapter 147: The card Nick's POV But I wasn't going to think about that. Mum was mum and I was going to draw her how I remembered her. I'd written inside: *I didn't mean it. I love you. Nick.* That was all I'd written because I couldn't think of other words that were as true as those three sentences and I didn't want to put in words that weren't as true. And I knew that this was what I needed to apologise for. I said a lot of cruel and horrible things to her because the rest said it and nobody stopped them so I thought it was true and wanted to hurt her because she kept stopping me from having fun with Aunt Catherine but I didn't understand why back then..but I did now. I looked at the card again, the only thing that I had in connection with my mum. The problem was I didn't know wh

