I couldn’t wipe the grin off my face as the warm spray of the shower rained down on me. My whole body felt alive, buzzing with nervous excitement, like I had butterflies fluttering in my stomach that refused to settle. Tonight wasn’t just any night—it was the night. Tonight I was going to give Cole something he had only ever dared to whisper in a drunken haze. Tonight, his secret fantasy would finally come true. I remembered that night so clearly. He had been leaning against me, his head heavy on my shoulder, his words clumsy and shy from too much alcohol. He hadn’t even wanted to say it at first, but it had spilled out of him anyway, as though it had been trapped inside for too long. He told me that he wanted to be dominated, to give himself over to me completely, and then he had gone si

