Nevara I had said the word funeral three times before noon and hated it more each time. By the fourth, I refused to say it again. Every time the word left my mouth, I could almost hear Michelle objecting to it. It sounded too grim, too formal, too much like something she would have mocked mercilessly while making everyone around her laugh. The more I sat with it, the more certain I became that if Michelle could somehow witness us planning a solemn funeral in her name, she would complain about the entire thing. Likely loudly. That thought made me laugh and ache in the same breath. I was on the phone with the funeral director reviewing printed program proofs when I stopped in the middle of a sentence and said, “No. I hate that.” The poor man hesitated. “Hate… what, Luna?” I leaned b

