“I have only ever known an alpha,” Saul said conversationally. “In truth, I feel bereft over the loss of strength, power and control. It makes me wonder how Troy must feel to know how much we rely on him. I do not know if it will feel the same for you. You haven’t been bonded for nearly as long. And, of course, nothing can be done about the mate bond.” “That’s not true. Troy darkened it when I was gone.” “And how did that make you feel?” “Abandoned,” I admitted. “Cold and alone.” “It will not be easy to make your own way without your mate. Are you certain that’s the route you want to take?” What happened to it not being any of his business? Still, his voice was gentle, and there was concern in his eyes. It truly felt like he cared. Maybe he did. “It will truly be the first decision

