Figuring out my cousin the cam girl and me.
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"Stephan," Bella called after me as I walked into my office, "You're being an idiot."
I turned around and poked my head back out. "I know I am."
Despite the fact that Mel was a world away, the fact that she was a camgirl, that she hadn't actually done anything, and most of all that she was my cousin, I still felt betrayed. Totally, utterly irrational. My emotions were all over the place - we hadn't talked since I had told her to wait until today and that was throwing me into a tailspin as well. For the past three weeks of getting to know my cousin again it was like I had her here with me, and now I had cut myself off.
My lonely night out, eating alone at a restaurant, going home to an empty apartment, had only served to frustrat
