There was a whole mixture of irrational feelings from this; realism, hope, desperation, embarrassment, passion, - and anger... And new hope!
And; maybe she should have taken the time to formulate her own ad anyway. Instead of rushing directly into this, that is. Instead of throwing herself head on into the first opportunity that happened to pass by her rather monotonous life. She had always been the one to evaluate things carefully before making a decision; the one to check more places and other options; the one to try to get the best possible basis for a decision.
Until now.
This thing; this dream; this girl. Again, she had to admit, it had her fully off of balance. Out of control. And it even drove her fully out of her mind!!
The chilly breeze didn't do much to cool her down. Her hea
