I’m nothing but a statue the second the screen goes pitch black. All that fills my ears is ringing. It’s so high-pitched it drowns out every single ambient noise in the room. I can hear Jade calling my name in the background, but it’s muffled and distant, as if she’s screaming at me from the bottom of an ocean. The only thing echoing repeatedly through my skull is the line the fake version of me screamed at the top of her lungs in that trashy video. ‘Your shaft is the ultimate, divine conqueror of my body and soul.’ Those specific, embarrassing words that came out of my own mouth yesterday when Trey was taking my backside virginity in that public stall. Oh God. Oh divine lord in heaven, no. "Skylar! Skylar, answer me! Are you okay?!" Jade shakes me violently and the shock of it final

