I didn’t text him the next day. Didn’t even jerk off. I needed space. Needed to process the fact that I’d let a stranger on his knees deepthroat me like we’d done it a hundred times. That I’d stood in a hotel room with my c**k shoved down his throat and called him a f*****g w***e—and he loved it. But space didn’t help. It made it worse. Because all I could think about was that last message. Next time, you’re f*****g me. No condoms. No mercy. It looped in my head like a goddamn song. It played in meetings, during lunch, while I was brushing my teeth. I saw his lips, stretched and shiny, drool slicking his chin. I saw the way he looked up at me like I owned him. And I needed more. So I texted him three days later. One word. Tonight. His reply came in under ten seconds. Same hote

