EMBER’S POV “Eat something first—” “I will. After.” I won’t, and she knows I won’t, and she lets me go anyway. I find the medical wing by following the smell of antiseptic, and I get there just in time to catch the worst possible thing, which is them rolling her in. Rayana. On a gurney, wheeled fast and careful by two people in scrubs, an IV pole rattling beside her, a tangle of tubing, a monitor already ticking out the small green proof that she’s still here. Her platinum hair is spread against the pillow and her face is slack in a way I have never once seen it, all the clever wit and dramatics, gone. She looks small. Rayana has never in her life looked small. “Wait—” I’m moving before I think, reaching for the gurney rail. “Rayana — can I just—” “Stay back, please.” A nurse, kin

