"I think you already have some idea, don't you? And don't judge me." I raised both hands in surrender. "It's nothing like that. He was drunk—like practically every man I ever had to entertain. He split me open like a walnut, and I'm pretty sure I lost a few important things along the way. But he never looked at me the way Lorenzo looks at you." "It was... good." I looked at her, unsure what else to say without making this the strangest conversation of my life. "'Good?' Come on. You can do better than that." "Fine. If s*x were the supreme power of a god... his name would be Lorenzo. Happy now?" "Oh... I want one! With all due respect, my friend—not your man—but I want one just like him." She laughed at my horrified expression. My phone rang. I motioned for silence. "Fratello." M

