His eyes harden. “Guilt.” I cannot answer. Despair consumes me as I watch Lorenzo use my own history against us. The guilt I felt over Alexandra takes on a new shape when he openly declares my punishment. But the worst thing is not what he does. It is realizing he only possesses power over me because I gave it to him. It was not to restore his trust. I did not agree to marry him and surrender to every moment of passion between us because of simple desire, lust, or s*x. I did not share my history merely to show him who I am. I did none of those things for the reasons I believed. From the moment I detonated that bomb at Giacomo’s house until this instant, when we are both threatening one another’s lives, everything I did regarding Lorenzo was because I fell in love with him. And

