I needed to go and have a shower so I left Axel with the baby and I headed to the private bathroom and I had a shower and cleaned up and then I went back to the room.
I was taken to a room after that. Out of the birthing suite, Axel refused to leave my side or Jordan's side. So the nurse brought a bed in and put it up against me while Jordan was on the other side of me.
I tried to feed the baby but it was a little difficult at the same time. And the nurse needed to help me a little to get Jordan to latch, but then he was fine.
As soon as Jordan was asleep I put him in his cot and I got back in bed and Axel was talking to me in his bed next to me. He was cuddling up to me, but I passed out pretty quickly while he was talking to me.
I remember waking up a little while later to Jordan
