Jay I have been so happy these past three weeks since Aleksi's death. I am back at work and I love being busy. But I am listening to my body too. The little ones' health and mine are my top priority. It's easier to be calm when you don't have someone actively seeking to hurt you. There have been no new threats and that is just brilliant. In exactly three weeks, I get to marry the love of my life. I cannot wait to be Mrs Romano. I truly believe that Enzo is my soul mate, and he feels the same. Things are really looking up for us and I hope it stays that way. We haven't been able to see the s*x of the babies yet, but I am hopeful we will be able to with our next visit. These two monkeys have been hiding from us, but they are growing perfectly. I love feeling them move inside of me. It's th

