I want to see grandpa first, before I decide what path to take with Jay. But come what may, I am getting back what I lost. My company, my wife and my grandfather's respect. Jay I hate that I had to talk about what I have been through. I admit, I did get a little emotional. But it's hard not to when I have to relive some of those memories. Especially when I remember my little baby boy. Alfonso may feel regret and remorse now, but it's too little, too late. I maintained my composure until the elevator doors closed. Then I finally let out a shaky breath. "You okay, Jay?" Tony asked, putting his hand on my shoulder. "No, but I will be as soon as I leave this place," I answered. "I think you did very well. You maintained your composure like a true Mafia princess. But no one can remain straig

