Jay After Enzo and I left my room, he took me to the cellar. I actually don't care where he takes me, as long as we aren't in my room. I may be trying to keep him at arms length, but I am still a woman and I definitely have feelings. I haven't had s*x in a long time and that man is so sexy. Everything about him screams danger but the delicious kind. I am going to have a hard time resisting his charms. And I have to admit, when he kissed me, it felt so good and natural. I think that is what scares me the most. I may not remember him, but I feel so safe and calm when I am around him. I mean I was only ten the last time I saw him. So how can I act this strongly to his presence? It's kind of weird. But everyone says that being with him was my happy place. I don't know how to feel about this

