Jay
I had a really lovely evening out with my family. But now I am so screwed. I am trying my best to stay away from Enzo, but it's getting harder to do so. Then I made everything worse by f*****g kissing him. I kissed him! What the f**k is wrong with me? I am sure my mood swings are giving him whiplash. I just told him to give me space until after I get my divorce decree, and he agreed. But then he kissed me, and when I froze up, he stopped himself and apologized.
I should've walked away like any normal person would do, but no, I didn't. What did I do? I grabbed him and kissed him. But I quickly came to my senses when I got too turned on. I basically dry humped the poor man. But God, that kiss was amazing. It just felt so right. I fled to my room in embarrassment as quickly as I could.
