Zeus- Good morning, my love. I miss you and our baby boy like crazy. I miss waking up with my hand on your belly and getting to feel our son kicking me. I miss you shoving us all out of your way to go pee a hundred times a night. And that cute little waddle that you now have. I miss making breakfast for you and then giving you my bacon because our boy wants more. I just miss you so f*****g much. I really hope that you come home soon, but if you need more time, then I'll understand. I have an appointment with a therapist today to get some help. I will start doing better, I promise. In the meantime, I'll be at the clubhouse for most of the day, so if you need me, call or text me. I love you and our son more than anything.
When I got done reading through their texts, I was conflicted. I was
