River
Darkness has been all that I've been able to see for a while now. I wish that there was a way to keep track of time, but other than counting, there isn't. So that's what I have taken to doing. For the first little bit of time that I was stuck here, I thought about my men and our son. The longer that I have been here, I started to count. I counted from one to sixty so many times that I knew a couple of days had passed.
It could be more, it could be less, I really don't know. What I do know is that I am so damn sick of ending up hurt and in the hospital. Unless I am giving birth, I don't ever want to see the inside of a hospital again. And even then, I'm really starting to lean towards home births. Doc is almost always at the clubhouse or at his home on the compound. And I knew tha
