Samuel I don’t know what’s gotten to me. I wanted to tell Clara about how the pack elders had already turned their backs on me because as much as possible, I don’t want to hide anything from her. I trust her so much, but I don’t want to add more burden onto her shoulders. She’s already doing too much for the pack. But the guilt that I was having for not telling her is getting far more questionable. So before I betrayed myself, I left her. On that same night, Carter and I were supposed to go out and hunt for food. Our crops were as well as destroyed so we are slowly and slowly running out of food supplies. “I’m not going with you, Carter,” I was kind of hesitant to tell him. “I actually never agreed to this, Alpha. It was you who insisted on going for a hunt with me. It’s a good th

