"What?" I said, startled. "They let you go?"
Ben chuckled. "Oh, they knew I wouldn't take it. They knew I had too much craving for c**k by then, too many desires woken up inside me. So they took me to the front gate, and Kirios told me I was free to leave. And I ... well, I couldn't bear it. I couldn't bear the thought of being free, and never being used like that again, never being a slave again. So I fell to my knees and I crawled back to Kirios, and I begged him, I just begged him to keep me. Please let me stay, I said. Let me be your slave, I said. I'll be a good boy, I'll always do what I'm told, just let me be your slave, let me be a fucktoy for all the big boys, let me be a plaything that gets f****d whenever anybody wants to use me, I'll always submit, it's all I want."
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