And what sweet joy I had discovered here. What dizzying pleasure. Because in this place, I had discovered two things above all: that I loved having no control ... and that I loved c**k. The thought of spending my entire future being used as a toy by big men with big c***s was already making me go dizzy with arousal. I wanted to be a possession. I wanted to have no choice, and be just a fucktoy for any man who wanted me.
I wanted to be a slave. And there was no denying it anymore.
I lifted my head -- and as I did so, I noticed a face that I recognised in the crowd. It was James. He gave me a warm, generous, radiant smile. A welcoming smile. Though I definitely didn't miss the gleam of desire in his eye.
I took a deep breath, and looked back at Kirios.
"Yes," I said. "I'm ready."
A ripp
