Ezra I sit in my car at the clubhouse yard, staring at the text Ray sent. Ray: Be at the clubhouse in an hour. Bring your VP vest. My stomach churns because I know what this is. God, Ray, please. A lump settles in my throat, and I stare out at the yard. Everyone’s already gathered, music thumping loudly as they giggle and chatter. They don’t know what’s about to happen. They don’t know…my throat closes up. I push the door open and step out, marching down the yard. “Yo! VP!” Someone shouts, but I don’t reply. I need a f*****g drink. My mind is a mess, thoughts spinning out of control. I make a beeline straight to the bar once I step in, and I’m thankful Lizzy isn’t here. I grab a glass, and on a second thought, I decide against it. The bottle will do. As I take a swig, I see Dono

