Lily I had not even run ten steps before the pain hit. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. One moment I was running with my arms full of my orientation documents, still wrapping my head around what had happened and the next I couldn't breathe. The pain was everywhere, my ribs, my head, even down to my fingertips and the best I could do was drop to my knees on the ground, gasping for air. I was trying, but my lungs were not taking anything in and I felt like I was choking on nothing. Mate! Mate! Go back! my wolf howled desperately. Need! Too far! We can’t! “Stop!” I gasped, but it came out chocked and she started clawing inside me. If I did not move, there was a possibility she would overpower me and shift. I tried to crawl but I could barely move. Nobody had ever told me it w

