I slept as much as the kids the whole journey and I had to be woken up to have food time and again. I fear I'm going to be spoiled by Francesca throughout my whole pregnancy and I'm here for it because I'm just forgetful about everything including having food and taking care of myself. I called my husband as soon as we got home and luckily he was okay not that I'm expecting him to tell me when he's not because I know he can be very secretive when he wants to protect me. I can't believe I willingly let everything happen without me and I decided to leave Lawrence and his punishment to Luciano but it shows how much of l've grown. nobody else might say it but I fear I'm the one who started this whole War. I know Luciano claims that he's been wanting to make a move on Lawrence but I think h

