" I understand that it was hard for you to forgive my mother but I would have wanted to have a relationship with you regardless." I said because they had differences with their family but why was I abandoned like somebody who had nobody. I was vulnerable which is why I fell for lawrence's trap in the first place because I'm not blaming anybody but I wanted somebody and I was completely alone. Martha and Lisa were good with pretenses but they still had each other even though they pretended like they love me and Sandra tried the best she could but I still felt alone and lonely. " I'm sure you don't understand a lot about our life but I'm here now and we're going to get back all that lost time." he said and I had a lot to say as well but I don't want to talk right now so it's better we jus

