I woke up to screaming, which had the both of us up and running to the kids' bed. I have never seen Luca in a hysterical condition and it was honestly scary and heartbreaking because my boy has always been this strong and independent young man and now he looked broken. "it's okay, mommy's here." I said and my voice was literally cracking. l wrapped my arms around the both of them while they cried and it got so bad that I saw Luciano stepping back because he actually needed a moment for himself. I've never seen my husband looking weak and defeated but this was definitely too much for him as well. It was just emotionally taxing and too much to a point where I just thought of singing them a song which surprisingly worked. I was tearing throughout the whole song because I could feel thei

