Aria's P.O.V.
I don't know what I was expecting to happen when it came to my kids meeting their papa for the very first time, maybe because I had no plans to ever let them meet with each other but now that they have met, I'm left with so many different emotions inside of me and I don't know how to deal with any of them.
Out of all of the emotions which were running rampant deep inside of me, there was one feeling which was the most dominant and it was raging like a wild fire and that feeling, rightfully so, was guilt.
I felt guilty that I had deprived my kids of their father and deprived Jordan of not just eight years of his children's lives but also all of their firsts as well because this, along with time, is something that we can never get back or replace which was making my guilt ev
